Tell Me Wha You Want From Me

'This is For U Ya know I just gotta know wha u want from me ya know its been a lil minute since we talked and I wanna know wha’s good Real Talk Boo'

Vs.1 Hypno be tha man wanna see u doin good I dun wanna get rich leave u in tha hood gurl in my eyez u tha baddest the reason y I luv u dun luv me for my status I dun wanna see u in a hooptie like a groupie I wanna do my thing so u stay tru to me and I dun want u rockin Monono’s I wanna give u tha blue diamond and have ya mind blown. Anything in ya path u want u can have walkin through tha mall pickin up shit like a cab total it all up and put it on my tab and then show ya friends all tha bags u have.

Tell me wha u want from me take a look at what u see and let me know if this right herre something u can have for years.

V2. Hey Mama wont u come herre to papa I know u like tha way ya body feels in Gucci and prada in a F-5 or a jet in tha sky in the bedroom ya know Ill put it on u right Cuz I aint tryin to ask u 21 questions im tryin to lay ya body down and teach u 21 lessons and have u where u keep wantin 2 test this shit cuz in the bedroom u know tha sex so reckless, Gurl I can tell u was meant for me I can tell by tha way u was sent 2 me while im on tour makin more then centuries when they ask who ya man u betta mention me if u don’t u know we got a problem I said dun start no shit wont be none and it just so happen im sayin cash and u messed up a lot just tryin to be fast and I aint goin asked who smashed tha S-Class when I pulled up 2 tha rea and tha whole front crashed now u tryin to laugh u lucky its tha past if u eva lie again tha’s goin be ya ass.

Tell me wha u want from me take a look at what u see and let me know if this right herre something u can have for years.

V3. Now the more u treat me royal I adore u that’s why I don’t mind doin lil shit for u did shit for me u wont believe u did tha’s why tha kid wanna keep u near in a few years gurl I can see wit my kids gurl u make a thug wanna get a legal gig its only right we spend our lonely nights doin crazy shit till we cause a disturbance and don’t get loud I got respect for u honey 2 keep it all real u come second to me money and can u be my ghetto luv prophecy every nigga want u gurl not just me and I know tha u really care a lot for me I wanna see u happy even if its not wit me.

Tell me wha u want from me take a look at what u see and let me know if this right herre something u can have for years.

'So……..Lemme know something Tasha I really need 2 know So Get at me and tell me wha’s good Real Talk Tru Story Boo…….Holla'

'Ive been through alot in my life and it does affect me even though sometimes i dun show it and because off everything that has been happening lately and some other things Im Leaving but as i leave i dont want any tears shed for me cause i have fought with u all by my side pushing me for so and ive been through so much and i was a fighter and fought it and fought for life for so long that u shouldnt cry. I love all of yall. Im not not mad at anyone or anybody and what i have been through i dont wish on anybody or anyone cause it has been so painful but ive stayed strong until now. I love all of u DJ, Rich, Terell, Bexx, Brinti, Dc, Maranda, Taina, Tessa, Ashley, Sarah, Melissa, Darren, Damien, John, DF, Jonni, Jhl, Tay, Tony, Heather and Tasha i love u to death baby and without u here wit me i dun know wha wouldve happened I LOVE ALL OF YALL. I want yall to know that all of u mean alot to me.And if somethin happens to me and i die i want yall to know i would watch over all of yall. And As i leave i want yall to not cry or be sad for me but to Smile On Me.'
 

Smile On Me Even When I'm Gone
There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see
that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.
But through whatever you see,
through all the rain and the pain,
you gotta keep your sense of humor.
You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit.
Remember that.
Mmm, yeah.
Keep ya head up.Yeah.

Our lifestyles be close captioned
addicted to fatal attractions
Pictures of actions be played back
in the midst of mashin'
No fairy tales for this young black male
Some see me stranded in this land of hell, jail, and crack sales
Hustlin' and heart be a nigga culture
or the repercutions while bustin' on backstabbin' vultures
Sellin' my soul for material wishes, fast cars and bitches
Wishin' I live my life a legend, immortalized in pictures
Why shed tears? Save your sympathy
My childhood years were spent buryin' my peers in the cemetary
Here's a message to the newborns, waitin' to breathe
If you believe then you can achieve
Just look at me
Against all odds, though life is hard we carry on
Livin' in the projects, broke with no lights on
To all the seeds that follow me
protect your essence
Born with less, but you still precious
Just smile for me now


Smiiiiiile for me , won't you smile (smile for me now)
Just smiiiile (smile), smile for me
(What cha lookin' all sad for, nigga you black, smile for me now)
Smiiiiiile for me (nigga you ain't got nothin' to be worried about)
Won't you smile (no doubt, smile for me now) just smiiiiile
(And the next generation)
Now as I open up my story
with the blaze a your blunts
And you can picture thoughts slowly
up on phrases I wrote
And I can walk you through the days that I done
I often wish that I could save everyone
but I'm a dreamer
Have you ever seen a nigga who was strong in the game
overlookin' his tomorrows and they finally came?
Look back on childhood memories and I'm still feelin' the pain
Turnin' circles in my life came to dealin' cocaine
To many hassles in my local life, survivin' the strain
And a man without a focus, life could drive him insane
Stuck inside a ghetto fantasy hopin' it'd change
But when I focus on reality we broke and in chains
Had a dream of livin' wealthy and makin' it big
And after all my momma's thankin' God for blessin' the child
All my momma gots to do now is collect it and smile
Smile

Fuck the world as we ???? and witness furious speeds
of nasty questions keep us all stressin', curious G's
Backstabbed and bleedin', fuckin' thoughts laced with weed
Learnin', duckin' stray shots, bullets be hot, they burnin'
Inhalin' sherm smoke, visualized the flames
Will I be smothered by my own pain?
Strange whispers, cowards conversate, so quick to dis us
Takin' pictures for the feds, and desperate hopes they'd get us
Hit us off, give us plenty centuries, forgive my sins
Since I ain't in many penitenturies the best revenge is fuck friends
We military minded soldiers, bustin' shots blindly
Tryin' to find Jehovah to help me
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy, scared to drop a seed hopin' I ain't cursed my babies
Maybe now niggas feel me now, picture my pain
embrace my words make the world change
And still I smile nigga

[Me talking]

And now a moment of silence, let us pray
And as our loved ones journey into outerspace
may the angels help to lead the way
shine up on your soul to keep you safe
And all the homies that done passed away
They there to greet you as you pass the gates
And as you headed to the tunnel's light
I hope it leads to eternal life
We say the prayers for our loved ones
Smile

Smile for me
All ya need to do is smile
Woooo smile for me
Come on smile for me

One Last Prayer

I don't know how much longer
You're going to be here
So I say my prayers
Every night
One 4 my mother
One 4 my father
And one 4 the love of my life
So if u decide to leave today
Then leave tomorrow at the door
And take only
Half of yesterday
Forget all hope for the present
Cause it just went away

We were 5 steps
From eternity
4 steps
4 steps past love
And 3 wishes
From
Touching the heavens above

Another day is gone
Another night now dawn
Waiting patiently hoping you'll return
But not before long
Why'd you say goodbye
I still feel your presence
In my bed at night
And what was reality once
A love True in form
Has now added pain
For a man scorn
Forced to wear the memories of pain
Around an empty heart
Now I sit in silence and begin to think
As laughter echoes through the air
I can't get you off my mind
But a whole new love
I could never bare
So now I lay
Me down to sleep
And I pray my Lord my soul to keep
And if I die, before I wake
Then I promise I'll be there for you always

We were 5 steps
From eternity
4 steps
4 steps past love
And 3 wishes
From
Touching the heavens above

'U Know Ive been through alot in my life and it might seem like nothin shouldve phase me but it does this week i lost My GrandMother and also my best friend Rich was goin to have a son and died this week while he was being conceived so this goes out to anyone who has lost A Loved one this year'

i know that my saviour lives and at the end he will stand on this earth
my flesh may be destroyed but from this body i will see god
yes i will see him for myself and i long for that moment....
gran'ma, i really miss you and it ain't been the same
i drop a tear when i hear ur name
Mary Ella Richardson why you gotta be so far away?
you used to say "Don't worry, it's gone be ok"
But it ain't. It's like, when you left, you took the Lord wit you
why could not i come when he came to get you?
damn, i really miss you i had to say it again
i remember the time when i was like, ten
and crept up in the neighbor's yard, yeah, bein hardheaded
you told me that i would get it, you said it! and boy did i get it!
but after you spanked me, you hugged me
kissed me on my forehead and told me that you loved me
and swore that it hurt you more than it hurt me
i thought how bad could this hurt be?
i know now that's why i'm dead outta luv
whut i wouldn't give for one more hug
from gran'ma
but i'm about to say a couple of family members gone hate me
but i'm gonna let you know whut's been goin on lately
you know since you left a lot of things bout your kids done changed
yah jackie's still crazy and i don't know what's up with james
ain't seen jerry in a while, you know he walks like you
and rene's back in jail, you know she talk like you
but Q is doin real good now, she workin'
rhonda's still runnin around, trickin, jerkin'
bogat buggin', he gone lost his mind
and jamar back outta jail, doin' fine
and collie he gone changed it's not all about hisself
and my father.... well.... that's sumthin else....
and butt he's my dogg he done owe his grandma ground
my great gran'ma makin a lout of trips outta town
but that's a good thing, if only i could hear you say once more
Oh Lord
you left behind a mother, eleven kids and eleven grand kids
and since then two of your grand kids then had kids
i had a boy named Tacoma, Xavieur Gerb
That's right... it was Xavieur that made you a great grandmother
uhhh i thank you for the best times of my life
i thank you for when you first met her, accepted, and luvvin my wife
i thank you for those Sunday dinners, they were aiight
i thank you for my life (WHUT!) i thank you for my bible (UHH!)
i thank you for the song that you sang in the morning "AMAZING GRACE"
up in the garden
i thank you for the two beatings that you gave me
cuz i know somewhere along the line, those two beatins saved me
when you died, i cried like a baby AHH!
i begged the lord to take me UHHH
cuz no-one else could give me whut u gave me
and like when everything comes to an end
i pray that i go to heaven to see you again
amen

This is One me and Rich wrote just today .........
Me:
Dear Grandma, I know you're proud your Grandsons doing good (Yeah)
But I return it all for just one hug ( I would)
Your oldest son and daughter they doing good
We all sticking together like we should (Family)
Introduce me to the lord when I have no cares
Mad at the world like life ain't fair
I remember you said only the lord I should fear (I do)
And with that my stormy weather would be clear
Lord how could you take somethin' so precious
Against our prayers, cares, and strong wishes (How could you)
I know now ma you livin' through your kids
And if I look at my heart there you is
I can't believe that you're gone you was my best friend
My mother my father everything that I am (Word)
I love you, mom you's my guardian angel
I can't wait to see your pretty face real soon (Rest in peace)
Rich:
2003,I lost my son
That day I felt I lost my mind
Victim of a still birth, man it still hurt
Until this day memories still lurk (Yeah)
I think to myself 'bout what could it been (Uh-huh)
It makes me realize that life is thin
And I promise that you'll always live on
Especially, with your name tattooed on my arm
And Breaks, dog I can't believe that you're gone
Can't believe I gotta mention your name on this song (Man)
Seems like yesterday we was jokin' around
Always had a smile on your face, never a frown (Yeah)
You told me, "Star keep holdin' it down"
You got too much talent to be quittin' it now
So, cause of you I stayed in this game (That's right)
I'ma make sure no one forgets your name (Rest in peace Breaks)
Rich:
I still don't know how I get by (Uh)
All of these hard times I took it and strive
Turn to the pad grab my pen (Uh-huh)
And said that "I would enjoy my life to the end (That's right)
And no matter what, I keep my head up
Pursue my dreams and never get fed up
So, when I hear this put up my fist (Yeah)
To let ya know that you'll always be miss (Oh)
Me:
It took so long to write these thoughts It's so damn hard to lose a love
I'm gon' stay strong and pray to the lord
Cause everything he does is for a cause (Yeah)
Adam Ikenser, that was my dog (My nigga)
I won't forget those wild times in football
You won't be forgotten man, that's for sure
Pour out a little liquor for all of ya

Yeah, dedicate this one to my son Lil Rich Rest in peace I see you baby
(Yeah, dedicate this one to my Grandmother
Mary
We Miss You

'I Got Some last words for i get to wha i really need to tell yall but i feeli like quotin one of the greatest of all time Pac baby Rest In Peace and i feel like quoting my self along wit Pac If u a real 2PAC fan then this song speaks for me and alot of yall.'
Makaveli in this... Killuminati, all through your body
The blow's like a twelve gauge shotty
Uhh, feel me!
And God said he should send his one begotten son
to lead the wild into the ways of the man
Follow me; eat my flesh, flesh and my flesh

I ain't a killer but don't push me
Revenge is like the sweetest joy next to gettin pussy
Picture paragraphs unloaded, wise words bein quoted
Peeped the weakness int he rap game and sewed it
Bow down, pray to God hoping that he's listenin
Seein niggaz comin for me, to my diamonds, when they glistenin
Now pay attention, rest in peace father
I'm a ghost in these killin fields
Hail Mary catch me if I go, let's go deep inside
the solitary mind of a madman who screams in the dark
Evil lurks, enemies, see me flee
Activate my hate, let it break, to the flame
Set trip, empty out my clip, never stop to aim
Some say the game is all corrupted, fucked in this shit
Stuck, niggaz is lucky if we bust out this shit, plus
mama told me never stop until I bust a nut
Fuck the world if they can't adjust
It's just as well, Hail Mary

Penetentiaries is packed with promise makes
Never realize the precious time the bitch niggaz is wastin
Instutionalized I lived my life a product made to crumble
But too hardened for a smile, we're too crazy to be humble, we ballin
Catch me father please, cause I'm fallin, in the liquor store
That's the Hennessee I hear ya callin, can I get some more?
Hail til I reach Hell, I ain't scared
Mama checkin in my bedroom; I ain't there
I got a head with no screws in it, what can I do
One life to live but I got nuttin to lose, just me and you
on a one way trip to prison, sellin drugs
We all wrapped up in this livin, life as Thugs
To my homeboys in Quentin Max, doin they bid
Raise hell to this real shit, and feel this
When they turn out the lights, I'll be down in the dark
Thuggin eternal through my heart, now Hail Mary nigga

'I just got somethin to say to my ex's u know u really dun know wha u had or wha u got till its gone and i hopin yall realizing this now as u can see i moved on to this chick named Tasha so ill holla when i see u on the street wit my gurl right beside me ya know'

Yea this right here
is goin out to all them girls out there
that did me n Lee wrong, ya kno?
tell you a lil story its the reason

love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on

yo, eh yo me n miss thang
we run a perfect team
we had all the things all them other couples fiend
love, trust, good sex, and security
if you ever felt weak smilez was your energy
trips across seas, show you the finer things
no more burger king it was fine dine, cuisine
and if it never had it, i dont think it mattered
we were a classic like nas in illmatic
i was so deceived, i thought we had a thing
you used to blow my 2 way up wit 143's
da L-O-V had me blind i would had to see
i trusted my friends, all they were yellin at me
how could you do me so wrong, i dont wanna get dogged
i invested three years ma, plus this song
im so confused, where to go? how do i choose?
i guess to find real love i gotta pay my dues

love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on

it seems so good, yo we used to chill in the hood
you made me feel that tingle in my heart like nobody could
and all the long we stood, when times was hard
even before all this rap shit made me a star
when i was working two jobs, just to survive
when i felt like killin myself you kept me alive
wat a pair, me n you, we was a match
different tastes, but you kno opposites attract
by my side, hold my head, and kept me strong
still trying to figure out, where the hell we went wrong
i did wat i can, young cat made a man
stayed and weathered the storm, when most would of ran
too much pride, and you kno men dont cry
had to let you go even though it hurt inside
all by myself, now i had to turn to these rhymes
its the only way i kno to release my mind.

love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on

its been a while yea you kno time goes fast
let me tell you though, some things still dont pass
sit back in the pad, think about the times we had
try not to let it make me sad, or make me mad
im tryin to move on wit my life, the wound is healed
yea im juss speakin it real, im ready to feel
ready to provide for my seed, a man now
bet you cant believe its me

you ruined a good thing and all of our dreams
tryin to lock me down a lifetime in the beam
monitoring my calls, griping at my dawgs
i never really understood the cause
my friends were your friends
your friends were my friends
your doe was my doe
my doe is my doe
mano y mano
we'll fought this weather,
and everybody thats been throught it
then sing it together.

love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on

'

'I Just stop sayin thank yall for being thurr wit me i love yall and i just want yall to know this here aight'

Ay Yo Ma,
how you doin, it's ya son now
And I picked up the mic and put the drugs down
Now I'm tryin to do some things that'll make you proud
Instead of everytime I call it's to bail me out
Oh why didn't I listen to things you used to tell me
Knowin that everything that you said would never fail me
Like 'they got plans for ya
Ain't nothin I can do when them laws get they hands on ya'
But I ain't listenin, even payin attention
I'm just tryna get mine
Takin advantage, you would get two jobs at the same time
Ungrateful, complainin about Nike and Polo signs
But you always come through, and what do I do
I wreck both ya cars, stole money from ya drawers
Sold dope out ya yard, stayed into with them laws
Tryin to pay you back for all the stress that I caused
And always be there to give you whatever you want

(Hook)
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, I said whatever you need
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, I said you don't have to worry no more
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, uh, 'cause ya son will be there for you
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, uh

Now verse two, yeah that's for you boo
I send ya props 'cause you the only one that stuck through
When I'm upset and stressed you give me back rubs
When I'm depressd you give me head off in the bathtub, E-I!
On ya P's and Q's, on ya Q's and P's
You hear my beeper goin off and you just throw me my keys
Ain't even askin me yo is it coochie or G's
And for that reason now you can ask me for anything
Not a for real smoker but you choke with me
Not too hot about the drinkin but you toast with me
Livin at ya granny house you kept the dope for me
And wouldn't hesitate to go to court for me
Need money, my boo'll go and work the avenue
My boo'll fuck you up if I ask her to
That's why I do the things I do
And I will always be there to give you whatever you want

(Hook)
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, I said whatever you need
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, I said I don't wanna lose you no
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, uh, 'cause you're my boo and my only one
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
Uh, uh, uh

I'm doin this one here for Shaun Haynes, Lashando and J.D.
D Quick, Boo Gees and Fatty
My nigga Lil' Erv, Gino and Poochie
and everybody over on Euclid and Labade
Young Big Touch, Pooh and Big Baby
Rio, J.T. and Big Money
Herky Jerk, Wezz and Pea and Cody
J.E., K-Ug and Odie
Toe-Fa, M.J., and Cowlby
And all my soldiers down at Fair Ground on Monday
My Lunatic fam, Keyuan, Murphy Lee
City Spud, T-Love and Big Lee
Yellow Mack, Slow Down, Courtney B, Lil Smash Young Lee,
The rest of my niggas up in the N.Y.C.
And without Trail, Cooter and Coach it just wouldn't be
And I will always be there to give you whatever you want

(Don't stop ever lovin me)
I said whatever you need
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
'Cause y'all my niggas for life you know
(Don't stop ever lovin me)
You can always smoke with me

Then I start To Think About the Things My Baby Says To me.........and wha i say back Something happens when you touch me (Yeah)
I get open, and my leg starts quivering
This sensation, emotions take control of me (That's right)
Is it temptation, I don't know what's come over me (WooYeah baby (Tonight!) tonight's the night
I'ma ride that thang like a motor bike
Grab my waist and hold it tight, I'm not frontin'
You think I bought a box of Lifestyles for nothin'?
Please, I got blunts, you supply the weed
I'm the best, so baby keep yo' eyes on me
It's about time, I get mine, nigga I'm ready
And sex ain't the bomb if the girl ain't sweaty (Yeaahh)
Listen ma, we've been chillin' out for a minute
And right now I'm in the mood to straight hit it
We know enough about each other, I've been patient-look
But every nigga got his limits, I'm tired of waitin'
I feel like tonight is the night
To get bucky-ball-neckin' in the club all night
You ain't gotta worry about me bustin' in quick seconds
I can handle mine, plus I'm young and energetic, is you ready? (Ooh)
Tonight!

Tasha:Yeah daddy I know you want it cuz its extra tight
AJ: Yeah mami I'm gonna make sure its extra right
Tasha: I'll be your mary-jane, it ain't a game I'll get you high
Tasha: High!
Tasha: I'm a bad girl and bad girls do bad things
AJ: And I'm a bad boy so girlfriend do your thing

So hurry up ma show me your sign (Tonight!)
I won't be givin' you all night, and you're alright
The reason I'm starin', I'm comparin' some things we may have in common
And tear your garments, on our plane to Bahamas
I love how you abusin' chumps
You got a bad boy, it's time to leave dem fools alone (Yeah!)
Any place that you stay, I can move your home
I'm talkin', shoppin' sprees from weeks in Rome
Leave the airport, four in the mornin' we gone
Off to Paris to meet Sean
I can't disappoint Mister Combs
But first I need the number to your phone
You ain't gotta act Bugi or be all up tight
Tonight's the night, E-Ness put up a fight
I'm the best that you ever had in ya life
To turn out right and fuck around gettin' married tonight
Wipe that hand off the one night stand
Hop in the van, go in a honeymoon in Amsterdam
Tomorrow mornin' we gon' drive back home
And smoke lines so we can watch the Twilight Zone